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Stations of the Cross Workshop

Now, it has been a while since the workshop so my memory may not have all the details exactly as they were, especially since I went deep into my headspace as the object that night, but for the most part this should be accurate.

I was asked to give a workshop for this annual little gathering near Austin, TX.  (You can see the flyer I made for the workshop here)  There were probably 180 or so people there attending workshops on various activities.  I have friends who host the gathering so I arrived a few days early and stayed a few days after.

Upon my arrival, I had the chance to see Miss Indigo again.  She did a quick little "try the FSC" and loved it.  She was also doing workshops there so we didn't have a chance to do anything else.  When she did come to sit, I was being used by others and she ended having to leave.

Miss Jeana and I met early and she did a few testing of the FSC as well as going over some basics and information for assisting with the workshop.

The workshop started on time and there were somewhere around 7 or 8 guys and 2 or 3 other ladies, at least at the beginning.  The host had made a chair frame for us so after talking a little about this form of objectification and going over the handout, Miss Jeana ordered me to get into position.  One of the things that we both agreed about was that I should not have any human rights so a little rope was used to ensure my movement was limited.

Within no time, she was sitting on her FSC in her pantyhose and answering questions.  I'm not sure how long she sat there before she had other ladies try it out, but I know it wasn't very long.  (While the ladies were sitting on me, they completed a form giving some information, their thoughts, and indicating how long they sat, their size, etc.. as well as entering them into a drawing to win a paddle from my friends at The Toy Bag). 

At this first workshop presentation, there was a very beautiful woman named Lisa who is 5' 11" weight close to 100 pounds more than what would be average for her height (yes, she is a big girl but really, REALLY wears it well!-Very HOT!)  Now, although not petite, she was one of the first to come sit on me.  I was SOOOO impressed with her as a lot of times a woman that is bigger than the average would be hesitant because of their weight.  Lisa was not hesitant and just sat down full weight without any concern (guess she paid attention to the workshop! <weg>).  She was wearing a dress and pantyhose and wow did she ever feel like she was made to sit on this FSC.  She could have sat there all night and we later talked but she never took the option (maybe in the future though!).

Some of the guys got a chance to try being a FSC as well although I don't recall who.  I think Miss Jeana was the only one to sit on the others but I may be wrong.  We did another workshop later in the evening and there were a lot more ladies there.  I remember seeing this extremely beautiful blonde around in the evening, especially at one of the other workshops I assisted in which was between my 2 FSC workshops.  I was very excited when she was in the second FSC workshop and never dreamed she would try it out.  I think Miss Jeana has a way of enticing and exciting the ladies to try it.  Mistress Christy is what she goes by and WOW, she was so perfect!  She indicating she found it "very interesting and intriguing".  I never had a chance to talk with her and she never responded to any emails.  She did indicate she might wanted to sit later in the night and sit longer so maybe SOMEDAY I will be her FSC again.  Latte sat on me in her school girl outfit and found it "lots of fun! Very warm & accommodating".  She also was the winner of the paddle, btw.

There were a couple of the ladies that didn't put much information on the little form, 2 indicated they wanted to sit again and/or would like to have the FSC as her personal FSC.  One wore jeans but did not list her scene name, the other wore a dress and is called Jade (she did not put down an email so I have no way of contacting her for future use).  A girl named Lynn who also wore jeans found it "more erotic than I would have thought" and said maybe to sitting again, but didn't.  Ms Siren also sat on me in her slacks.  She indicated she was not interested in sitting again that night on her form but we did correspond via email about it. She indicated she is 5'9" and in the 200's which is a very nice size. I did feel her weight on me, but it was not terrible.  She mentioned in her email that she would like to try it again, but in a clinical way.. to find the right position for her comfort.  She related to trying out chairs in a store which makes sense to me and impressed me at her seeing me as a chair and needing to try out several positions to be sure the chair works for her (not me)... I do like the way she thinks and hope there will be future use by her.

Later in the night, Miss Jeana had me and the chair frame moved to the family room so she could sit and socialize.  She sat there for an hour or so then allowed a few others to sit on me.  I don't have forms for them and only know from what I have been told as my head space was very deep by now.  There was one lady, I am told her name is Miss Jenny, who truly sat on me as a chair and totally ignored all human reactions.  She was the most demanding lady who sat on me.  By demanding I mean that I felt her full weight and pressure more and she did not move much but when she did, it was with no regard to a human, but only as her chair.. she was perfect!  As I struggled and moved a little, she just positioned her self that much harder on the FSC as if to indicate you are just my FSC and you will endure it.  I later found out that a few ladies were uncomfortable with my struggles, but it was not a problem but just my human mind giving in to the thought that I could stop or she would get up, she did not.... at least for a while.

At one point, Miss Jeana was sitting on me while someone else was sitting on my chest area (considered the ottoman of the chair) talking with her.  I know there were several others that sat on me this night but do not know who all they were.  My good friend Mel said she sat on me, but I don't recall specifically (one of the side effects of my deep headspace) as well as a beautiful young lady named Kat.

The next day, Ms Elorin, Ariana, & Melody sat on me and we did a few photos.  I had seen Melody a few days earlier in a store in her tight jeans and WOW!  She and I talked about some FSC projects but she has since become too busy planning her wedding.  Maybe eventually.  It's a shame she won't allow us to show her face, she is an extremely beautiful woman.  Her reason though is because it was casual and she had on no makeup (she doesn't need it).

Ms. Elorin sat on me the longest, and I think she and Ariana also sat on me the night before.  Ms. Elorin has made it clear she will be using the FSC in the future and quite extensively!  She has given the ok for sharing a photo or two and we plan to do an extensive photo gallery in 2006.

Since then, Miss Jeana has sat on me at 3 other events and at one particular night, I am told she sat on me non-stop for over 2 hours.  Kat has sat on me again as well.  I think there is more, but that's all that come to mind at this particular moment.

Miss Jeana also wrote me her thoughts to share.  Here are her words regarding her first experience:

To Whom It May Concern,
 
I was very excited to hear about a very special party taking place at a beautiful horse ranch. I knew that it would be one of those parties that would be talked about for quite some time after because it seemed that everyone was already gearing up for it. I could feel the excitement in the air. I became curious when the host of the party asked if I would be willing to help out with the face sitting demo. Immediately I felt as if this was something that could be alto of fun. I expressed my concern about never having presented a demo before but he assured me that Trigger was a great guy and it should be easy and fun. My curiosity got the best of me so I decided to go ahead and meet Trigger through e-mail, then for a couple of hours before the party to get ready for our demo. I did not quite know what to expect. When I met Trigger, I was delighted by his unassuming and polite manner. He was very respectful and understanding of my jitters. We worked out a nice little scenario in which we would both talk about the face sitting fetish and answer questions from the audience. Then I was to tie him to the contraption he built then demonstrate the actual sitting part. I was encouraged to also use any means necessary to ensure compliance from my seat cushion, including corporal discipline if needed or desired on my behalf. Part of the demo included my offering of my cushion to any ladies in attendance, so they too could see how nice it felt to have a face seat cushion that at one time used to be a man.
 
The party soon got started and we had a nice little crowd in attendance for our first demo. It was a mix of ladies and gentleman. All showed interest in our session and many of them asked questions. I then proceeded to tie up the subject and in so doing began the mental journey into the objectification of a person into a seat cushion. When it was time for me to sit on my cushion, I plopped down with all of my weight and proceeded to cross my legs. As I rested my feet on the thighs of my seat cushion, It became necessary for me to dig my spiked heels into the flesh underneath them.  I shifted about and made myself comfortable and just for fun, stood up and plopped down a few more times. Several ladies in the room wanted to try it out and one at a time they sat. Each one sat anywhere from five to ten minutes. The one who sat the longest was a large woman who informed us that she weighed three hundred pounds. I did not feel too concerned as I could tell that there were no signs of distress coming from Trigger. Our first demo was a success. I was very pleased with how everything went. Later in the evening we had another successful go at it. I got the idea that it would be nice to be able to converse with the one hundred or so party guests out in the socializing area of the party while also sitting on my cushion. I selected a spot right in the most crowded area and had Trigger set up the face sitting contraption that he had built. I had a lovely time showing off my wonderful cushion and several more ladies took a turn sitting on it. At one point I had a lovely young lady sitting facing me on Triggers chest while I used his face as the cushion. We had a nice time talking and laughing and enjoying the attention from the party guests. Several submissive men surrounded me while I sat and I felt as if I were a queen atop her throne holding court while being attended to by several servants. What fun! There was one time that I got a little concerned for the safety of my seat cushion. A dominant female friend of mine came over and I invited her to try out my throne. She was rather rough in her manner of sitting and she seemed to not have any regard for the fact that although it was only a seat cushion, it still needed to breathe. She just sat there for a long time shifting her rather large butt around. I don't know exactly how long she sat there, several minutes I'm sure. I noticed that Trigger's body was twitching instead of passively laying there in a motionless state. I also noticed that his body was becoming tense. I was starting to become annoyed not with my seat cushion, but with my friend for having such a lack of regard for my property and my gracious offer of its use. When I am borrowing something from somebody, I do my best to treat it in such a manner as to not damage it. I take care of whatever I am borrowing so that when I return it, it is in the same if not better shape than when it was loaned to me. I was just about to ask her to please take care not to damage my seat cushion, when she mercifully rose and ended the predicament.
 
I had a most memorable and enjoyable time that night. I returned the next day to partake of some horse riding atop Trigger, but that is another story.
 
Warmest Regards,
Mistress Jeana
 

Photo Credits: Top photo is Miss Jeana, the next 3 photos are Melody, then the last 2 are Ms. Elorin

 

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