truly can't remember the details of how, when, & why the desire to be a face seat cushion to a beautiful lady came to be. All the way back in elementary school I can remember having these thoughts. Specifically, in the 5th grade I remember being able to see the teacher across the hall as she taught her class. She usually wore stockings (probably with a girdle since that was just when pantyhose was first coming on the market to be popular), tight skirts and white shirts. She was probably in her 30's at the time and I remember she was built well but not a thin woman.  My mind recalls an image of a lady maybe 5'7" 175 pounds.   I can vividly remember the thoughts of wanting to be under her desk with my head in her chair, face up to be the seat cushion for Ms Raye as she taught class.

I can remember a few times laying on a couch when friends of my parents would visit and want to sit down and I'd be stubborn about getting up in hopes she would sit on me. I had a distant cousin that actually did once but only for a brief moment. I remember some of the girls were just switching from girdles to pantyhose and I discovered my love for a woman's rear in both the girdle but more so in pantyhose.

After high school, I found a magazine called "Forum Variations" and read articles about various forms of play including women fully dressed sitting on the face of males. It was such a great feeling when I discovered that I was not alone! That others also had this interest. I also discovered my interests in other various forms of play and more specifically in FemDom bdsm type play, and basic Female Domination over the male.

It wasn't long after this that I finally got to really experience being the face seat cushion for a woman and wow did she like sitting on me! A lot of the time she'd wear pantyhose, a bodysuit and sometimes a skirt. On occasion, she would wear jeans to sit on me. She even had me tied up in the front seat and sat on me driving for about an hour. What a great experience (in the theme of "objectification") to be treated AS the object. Once, she drove to the store, got out and left me tied up in place in the front seat. Went in, came back, unlocked the door and without hesitation or any obvious awareness of my presence, with all her weight sat down on the face seat cushion (my face) and drove away. I often wondered if anyone saw me or noticed how tall she was in the car while sitting on me <weg>.  And yes, it was a big car, a Cadillac with the adjustable bench seats.

We later played other games and she ended up being a very well loved and respected ex-wife. I still miss her... she was a LOT of fun and one of the most beautiful ladies I'll ever know! So as time passed, I got to experience this with other ladies of various size and weight. I discovered that I prefer the lady to be wearing pantyhose (with or without panties, it's just the feel of the hose I think) and sometimes tight jeans when sitting on me. I think it also makes the seat more comfortable for the lady.  The pantyhose seems to serve as a seat cover like substitution.  I also like the idea of being the face seat cushion without knowing what lady might sit on me.

I was in Texas and a friend of mine, Cimmeria, helped me out when I lost my job.  With the help of my boss Carol (that fired me - I think a conspiracy was in play), she worked out a loan agreement and loaned me $5,000 to help out.  I applied for jobs but never got one that got me back on my feet.  Eventually, I had no place to live so again, Cimmeria offered to help out by renting me a room and adding the rent ($250 per month) onto the loan amount as a separate rider.  Needing a place to stay, I didn't even read the rider agreement and just signed it.  Not that I wasn't in for it to start with, but the rider basically says I have to live with whomever owns the agreement and the monthly rent will be added to the owner's principle.  Without intention, I wasn't able to pay Cimmeria back any money for a while.  She was patient and played me well knowing what was in the agreement and wanting to be sure the amount increased beyond any amount I would ever be able to work off.  After a year, she called the loan due.  Just in principle and in the rent (not including interest accrued), I owed her a total of $8,500.00 She has since sold the loan agreement (and me) to Zoe Daniels, my current owner.  So, let me explain in a little more depth because the agreement and fine print is complicated (and well written to insure my life will be spent under the ass of a female).

Because of the agreement and my desire to have "adult" fun with her, I had agreed to some terms in the loan agreement that didn't seem much of a deal at the time but are the reasons for my current demise.  Basically, I would have to work off any and all debt to her in ANY form or fashion that SHE so desired as an object of use, without question, without limits and in total consent. The Loan also earns interest that must also be paid off and as with most loans, any payments go to the interest first which of course means the loan is always earning interest until the entire principle is paid off. 

Since I had not planned on having a problem in paying her back, I agreed to ALL the terms and the amount of wages to be paid to me toward the loan and interest if I did have to work it off at her hand.  That amount being the current minimum wage ($6.55 per hour until July 2009 when it is $7.25).  A few things in the fine print also allowed her to sell the agreement (and me) to any woman she wanted for any amount and without any reason, and for any owner of the agreement to be able to do the same (which is how Zoe bought me).  Basically using me as collateral on the loan.  The amount of principle still owed will transfer over to the new owner and is added to the purchase amount. 

The agreement  also states that since I no longer have a place to live, I must live with the owner of the agreement in whatever manor she may decide or desire for a rent amount of $250.00 per month.  The catch to it also is that any of the interest on the loan, or any expenses incurred by the owner (such as rent, taxes, food, etc..) at the time can only be paid back with use to that original owner and ONLY the original owner at the time of the expense was incurred. 

What does that mean? Here's the example (actually, the way it is).  Zoe bought the agreement for the original amount of the loan which was $5,000.00. This is the amount agreed upon by Zoe & Cimmeria and just happens to be the same amount of the original loan.  This makes the principle on the loan and collateral value at $10,000.  This is paid back at Minimum wage with the use of any lady that the current owner, Zoe allows.  If however, Zoe loans me to someone, like Rayne, and Rayne has a friend who uses me, only the time Rayne uses me counts toward the payments since Zoe did not pre-approve that particular woman.  The fine print says the owner decides who works me (by sitting on me), but that any woman may sit on me without prior approval of the owner.  Since Cimmeria was the original owner, the interest amount the loan earned BEFORE she sold me can only be paid back by HER use of me. This is also the case with any rent owed for the ownership.

So, just to pay back Cimmeria for the amount of rent owed her (not including any interest  or late fees on the rent), she would have to sit on me a total of 534.35 hours.   If she sat 8 hours a day, that's 66 3/4 days.  Zoe is also collecting rent due, plus all the interest owed on the loan to her.  Another condition of the agreement in fine print, any owner may determine the appreciation or depreciation value of the collateral for resale and may price it accordingly for sale to a future owner.  Whatever the sale price is in addition to the principle already owed, becomes the current principle of the loan.  So, if $10,000 is the current principle and Zoe sells me to Jordan for $5,000, the principle owed to Jordan as the new owner becomes $15,000.

Another stipulation in small print is that the owner reserves the right to use me in any other manor she desires but that payment is only earned while enduring the weight of a woman sitting on my face.  So, she may also use me for other forms of entertainment but this does not earn any credit toward the loans or interests.  It is considered non-paid training classes.

The lesson to all this, 1) be careful what you wish for 2) read the fine print!!!! 3) Don't borrow money from your friends!

Photo Info: (top to bottom) Tawna, SheriFox, Cimmeria, Zoe & Zoe